Falling Leaves

falling autumn leaves over the pier on the lake
This is the season…

the one of falling leaves.

Of course, it takes a little wind
to coax them down,
gently at first,
wobbling to earth in crooked angles
like old people with yellow hair
parachuting
from airplanes,
making a statement of the youth
still left inside their dry husks.

When I stop on our trail through the forest
to watch these sudden surprises
toppling
down
from up there somewhere,
I think of you,
of our many walks in the woods across the years,
and the bittersweet love between us
now grown sweeter because we’re apart.

What is it,
the number of years the days minutes seconds,
more than the leaves tumbling, I’m sure,
that we’ve been together?

Still watching the leaves fall,
I think of the fleeting essence of time,
how it has aged us,
yet also moved us into realms of creation
we’ve never tried before,
knowing it won’t stop the pendulum
that begins now to wrinkle even our children’s cheeks,
but somehow,
in the quilts you’ve sewn
and the artifacts I’ve carved and built,
our passage through time has been made brighter,
even justified,
to the world around us.

I close my eyes and listen to the leaves
as they collide softly with others on the ground,
quiet as chickadees hiding in the trees at night,
picturing them in slow motion,
bouncing a little when they touch the earth,
like bobbing boats on water,
then settling silent on the yellow trail,
waiting for me to step on them
when I start my walk again,
whispering as I go at their myriad shapes and sizes
and hues of green and orange and yellow and red,
like a second bloom, really,
more wondrous than the first one in Spring.

I think again of you,
and us,
and I miss you.



Poem by Frank Keim
Fairbanks, Alaska
September, 2015


Frank Keim is an educator, nature writer and environmental activist. He worked for two years as a Peace Corps Volunteer in Bolivia, an anthropologist in Ecuador for four years, and as a secondary school teacher of Yup’ik Eskimos in Alaska’s Lower Yukon Delta for 21 years. He has contributed chapters to the books Arctic Wings
and The Last Frontier, and published three poetry books, Voices on the Wind (2011), Today I Caught Your Spirit (2014), and Trails Taken…so many still to take… (2018). In 2012 he published White Water Blue, Paddling and Trekking Alaska’s Wild Rivers, and in 2020 he published Down Alaska’s Wild Rivers, Journals of an Alaskan Naturalist. He lives north of Fairbanks, Alaska.